9/22/09

So, its been quite awhile yet again, and well I really should be doing homework, or getting ready for work write now, but i just cannot concentrate. So first I wanted to tell you all how the no coffee week went, well it didn't go a week. Monday and Tuesday I had coffee once Wednesday I had coffee twice, but Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and part of Sunday I was successful! I was pretty crabby Sunday morning, and was very thankful to have coffee back in my life! The beginning of the school year has just been crazy busy there is so much that needs to get done and so little time, Senior year is pretty stressful. Plus all my classes contain a lot of work...I'm thinking about changing my schedule for the next semester something that is just as challenging, but I'm unsure over what choice will be better for my college process. If I do get a change one class that I would be taking is wood shop or metal shop (for anyone who knows me well please laugh at this), but my counselor thinks it would be great for college, I think it would be a great way to get an F and actually be trying! I wonder what my table would come out looking like! So much of my thinking has been devoted to my future this year, it makes me really excited but yet worried at the same time! Ok well I'm going to try and distract my mind from the future! So life lessons, I have learned to try your hardest everyday because you never know what can happen and to be a friend to everyone because you never know who they can turn out to be. These are things I always did anyways but they really can pay off! now its time for fun story time....I gotta chose a story, theres so many :) I got it so for those of you who don't know I love watching football, I do not really care who wins, I just like getting into the game touchdown dances, and victory dances are my favorite, now I may not watch many games or know anything about the game, but i will yell at my TV, Well Sunday was football day and I had some extra time and the game was on and so normal football yelling was going on little did I know my Foreign exchange student was behind me laughing it was great, if it were me watching there would be some youtube videos but nawh she is too nice for anything like that. So I will end with a thought for us all to think about! would you rather have a boring life and have lots of free time, or a extremely busy life doing things you love, but no free time to relax? share your thoughts please!

9/13/09

Wow! Its been awhile, well I guess the only reason to explain this is life is crazy, and busy! there was so much to do and such little time! First I wanted to let everyone know that I am challenging myself, well actually I'm being forced to challenge myself, I am very much not excited for this, but I will still try, I may not succeed, but I shall try! Well by now your all probably wondering what it is that I'm challenging myself with, hummm....maybe I won't tell you....nawh! The challenge is for me to go a WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK without COFFEE!!! now for some people this would be easy, well not for me...I'm not addicted (I'm really not, even if everyone says I am I'm not) But I do love coffee! Coffee is what brings me my happiness, and my kindness! without coffee I'm just mean and crabby! well enough about my love for coffee! On the exciting news is my internship started! its oh so much fun, but it is also a challenge, but this one is a lovely challenge that I enjoy! This is something that I hope to continue doing for the rest of my life, well, I would have to learn a lot more first, and I would like to do a lot more then I am doing now, but its on the same line! I am enjoying this and I know that I am making the right decision in my life, but it will be a lot of hard work, but very rewarding hard work! Oh, so if you do not already know I want to be an Occupational therapist! Actually nope changing that I want to be a Children's occupational therapist! I love kids, and I want to work with them! and help them! Even more exciting news is I have a host sister! She is a exchange student from Finland! well I'm thinking that I should head off to bed because I can not have my morning coffee!

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9/1/09

Today I have lots and lots that I need to say so so so much has happened recently. I'm going to start out with the less personal more thought based stuff and the ending is going to be more personal and maybe a bit harder to write about. OK so first theres one question that I always wonder, why do people always think at night?? Like you will sit there and try and sleep but all you can do is think! when you need to think about one thing I also find myself thinking about something completely different if only I could focus on what I needed to focus on I could get a whole lot more done in a day. so my next thought has to do with adults who tell you that you should act like an adult but then they don't know how to act like an adult their selves. Sometimes I feel like I act more like an adult then they do, other times I know, but yet I'm still a kid and need to just have fun and be myself sometimes. how come adults can have so many problems understanding that sometimes. I have a new favorite saying that I found one day its "its a good day if you volunteer to help and a bad day if you cant accept help" I love this saying, but it makes me think that I must have a lot of bad days. Theres lots of times that I need help and get offered help but I cant accept it because I want to do things myself. I have come to find out that I am a very opinionated person and I will honestly answer people questions or tell them how I feel about them or something that they have done, and sometimes it can hurt other peoples feeling, but I feel that I am helping them. REGRET, its something that I have a lot of I have learned to forget about the past, but I almost went back to the same old path as before, but then fate worked on my side and a random thing kept me on track, but I feel bad that I needed that random thing. what would have happened if something was not there to keep me on tract, I would have needed so much help to get back on tract, but I think I may have giving up and went back to old habits if it was not for fate. I also regret trusting some people, people that I know would hurt me but I let them get to me and I just got hurt. I knew it was going to happen, but I just let everything get to me. now the person that I trusted was a boy, I thought he was special, but he was just another jerk that I feel for...its kind of my life story. I also trusted some really close friends and I opened up to them about my life, it was a great experience and help me so much and I really just want to thank the people that were there for me...you guys are amazing and I love you. my last topic is confidence, it seems like no one has it including me, I think I believe in my friends more then I believe in me and that I believe in them more then they believe in their self, why can't everyone just believe in their self, why can't I believe in myself? well that's all that's on my mind...but it is a lot to be on my mind at once.

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