first my day...Today was annoying!!!!! I got sick. That was not pleasant. I think my wisdom teeth are coming in cause my mouth hurts and the spot where they belong is cut up kinda. its been annoying me all day. and Drama gahhh its so annoying, I just want everything to get worked out. I blame prom for having the grand march line up by your ticket number. but then as the day went on it got better! I guess the day has to sometime! I found out I have a very short school day on friday! :) tomorrow will be busy, school, lacrosse, work, and PACKING! :)

Well if you don't know....I think everyone does but....Im in sr (sheltered reality) we have steps of success (1. take a chance, 2. never give up 3. do whatever it takes 4. believe in yourself 5. be a friend and 6. believe in God.) So I normally use these everyday not knowing it for small little things, Im sure everyone does, but TODAY I actually thought about it and used them in a tough I really gotta try and push myself kind of way...its always the best feeling. :)

Yesterday I learned something about myself....it was a disappointment. so I am sure almost everyone knows that The Hills is my favorite show, its so great, I think the badness makes it good, and Funny. I dont know I just love it A LOT!! So I once was told that I watch the show too much and that I am starting to talk like the girls on the show, and I think that this is not really a good thing I also thought that it was not true, but then I was watchin cause it was the season premiere!!! and I realized that omg I really do sound like Stephine Pratt. I say a lot of the same things and I talk a lot a like her. I think its kinda sad, but I guess its just me.

well I dont know what else to add...bye! :)

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once again I blog...hahaha! I never really know what to blog about, but today i have just realized that this summer will be the last chapter of one book of my life and time to start a whole new chapter of my life! Im excited. But to end the chapter I think I need to have one of the best summers ever if this is it! I already know that I will never ever be ready for all the goodbyes, but I am ready for all the hellos! This summer is going to packed with action and fun and I will make the best memories of it! high school goes by so fast!!! COLLEGE I cant wait to get to a whole new enviroment with all new people and fun, but at the same time i dont wanna leave the one I am in! I dont know if im happy or sad! I will miss so many people, but I will start a new chapter!

today I learn something! that some people think that a person is only themselves by the choices that they themselves make, but its so not true! I know that I am me from other peoples decisions in life too my family, friends, and even peers. A person can make a decision that can change you, so what is being yourself? if a happy person gets really sad after a sad event that involved a friend are they not being themselves? No one will know if a person is being themselves, but the person. and the hardest part is that sometimes the person doesn't even know! I know that I try to be myself, but I also know that other people make me be me, but I don't know if that is me being myself! Wow, I think that i think way too hard sometimes!

Well I don't know if I wanna tell the internet anything else so goodbye! :)